Monthly Archives: December 2016

Sayonara, 2016

Posted on December 31, 2016 by becmom45

Today is the last day of 2016. Frankly, I am quite glad that it is nearly over. It has been a very long time since I can remember having a year as bad as this past one. It seems each … Continue reading →

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Going Old Style

Posted on December 26, 2016 by becmom45

If you are a reader of this blog, you know that the past several months have been excruciatingly difficult. Most people who would normally read this will not be able to now due to the fact that I have deactivated … Continue reading →

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Silent Night, Holy Night

Posted on December 16, 2016 by becmom45

As long as I can remember, the days from Thanksgiving to Christmas have always been my most favorite days of the year. During childhood, my parents held, almost religiously, to a set of traditions. I knew that every Thanksgiving Day, … Continue reading →

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More Like a Swift Kick

Posted on December 5, 2016 by becmom45

I’ve been told that God won’t stop pursuing me. I’ve been told that God loves me unconditionally. I’ve been told that God speaks in a still small voice. For the last six months, I have vehemently disagreed with those statements. I have … Continue reading →

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Moving…Backwards

Posted on December 2, 2016 by becmom45

There are moments, sometimes I can pinpoint the reason and sometimes I cannot, that I hate myself. This self hatred is a deep seated belief I have held for most of my life, and tonight is one of those nights … Continue reading →

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